I have worked for international trade for 4 years ,but in the same situation as you.

my situation even worse,9years ago , in bewilderment, i somehow chose to major in chinese literature after university entrance examination, that proved to be my undoing of my career,from then on, i begun to lead a miserable life,
;~'Z%B'l9o"K3years after graduated from university, all of a sudden, i realized it is time to change my course or direction ,otherwise my misery will continue without ending, inspired by a secretary of our general manager, i decided to learn English in the hope of being an internation trade specialist which i considered it as a bright and superior position at that time,
*`!s:\;?2V+L3|[A Professional Business Forum]now, my efforts paid off, i become an international trader,
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but, the fact proved i am wrong

it seems that this field is very hard for us to go on ,a lot of people suffered this,so do i what can we do ,this is the field we like very much.

we are confused generration
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I always want to make a plan, but when i pick up the pen, i forget what i need to write down. It likes something happen in my job career, i always know i should do my job well, but i don't know how to do it well and sometimes hated the job, no challege, no exciting...

nobody can layout your life.just let it out.and someday you will find you are a successful man in the your world

LZ,fully understand your situation,coz i have similar experience.However,in my own opinion,it's not good for greenhand to work in a also new-found trade company,now you need most is experience,experience!Nobody can teach u in such a company.