i start to work the day before yesterday.at the begining of my career i feel everything is so hard.i work as a international business sales man.as a fresher,i know nothing about it.and there is nothing can cheer me up in the company.[A Professional Business Forum],N b7Z)b*P*k,F#Q6c
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what should i do?

Today , the sunshine is so strong,  How hot !  When the summer is coming , I 'am afraid of it.

I want to say...
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Today, My friend who is younger that me said, she has a baby again. My god, her son now only 1 year old. [A Professional Business Forum]3M!q.g)`;c.G I!t
And me, still not find BF. [A Professional Business Forum];C,X$|&C-S1m/V(N7G
Yesterday, I accompanied colleague Rong to hospital and check the kidney of myself too, I was told that there is a small stone inside of my kidney. Bad feeling with me from that time on. FOB Business Forum-d!L3Z2J._(o"U5A(f4z
Always be happy with ppls but always in sadness alone.
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Here is Samuel again, Im in Xuzhou now, and will be in Tianjin tomorrow morning. In a word, these days were really busy for me, I have met maybe 6 old friends, and mot of them are my classmates, we have not been seen each other for almost 2 years, so this days I was busy in drinking with these buddy and have fun..FOB Business Forum/l8[(s v8G
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Back to this school, or I can say, the mother school, it does not give me much feelings, instead I find I am not belonged here, wearing the suit, walking through the passage or the building,I got sense of I being a teacher, lots of students see me in a way of strangers.
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It's a kind of terrible but sweet feeling. Leaning on the window of bus, listening to Jay's Juhuatai and my tears down, keep downing.......FOB Business Forum.J2N3U1S;L(r5d

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Lost in a mixed bottle of fruit juicy, sour? spicy? sweet? bitter? or crazy? .......

gloomy!
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i don't want to seek the products all day on alibaba.com, i want to be a salesgirls and can be touch the custonmers face to face ....i hate everything ,i hate you!!!%N0p7n!W#V8t&F)N

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Today I finished my plan,I am so happy.While I am a little tired when I can't find the ways to solve the problems.

I am not happy for about a year.

Sunlight, Hope
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Thank goodness! I'm back again. Though i logged most of nights these days, i felt tired and tired. Low mood and heavy body i suffered becuase of my new position. It was not an easy job to handle and so many messy things i had to deal with. I knew i put overmuch pressure on my shoulder. No one asked me to clean up all into best. Anyway, i see the hope and this night i think, i'm back again and im free! I have thought i have to suffer for one month. It seems i've handed in a good result to myself after these ten and more days. Turn and look back, that's all! Haha... I have to turn up the thumbs to myself. Keep going on!
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i am very happy that we can chat and share our oppion with each other. thar is great!
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